Agent.69 Anything Diary

Movies and TV shows and cartoons, I watched them all from a very young age. When I was a child, the real-life situations were not so good, but these stuff let me live in my imagination away from all the problems I had. These stuff made me feel different kinds of emotions and explore my own fantasy while popping, of course. So although it is very cringe to admit and feels like a psycho, I became addicted to these a lot. The only thing after this was a lot of sugar in lemonade. But this…

I can’t talk to people, especially women. From the start, I have had this problem. With people whom I think are richer than me or in a better condition than me, my voice automatically goes down, and I start acting like that woman who is around a group of her boyfriends, just staying there in silence, maybe looking at the phone, but I don’t like to use the phone other than in my personal space. I don’t even like to watch pirated movies, just sitting there observing everyone. And with women, if I…

I don't know how to start this or why tf I am writing this, but I am really, fucking really tired of my fucking life. When I was a baby, I was in my mother’s vagina. That’s what the books and porn taught me, and I remember seeing a light blue light. It was pretty peaceful, but then as I grew up, I started seeing fights between mother and father and both families. My father was a gambler, not the one who bets online on cricket etc., but the one who goes to junk areas. He was also a tobacco or…

In this dream, I was in the Reticulum network, like I was inside that MeshChatX app nodes visualizer. It was amazing. I can’t explain the dream, but I was in those nodes. It was a short dream. I got another dream, but this time I was in an I2P network, and again I can’t explain it. I can’t write it in words. I got many more dreams, like in one dream I said this crazy line, but then I woke up. I thought of writing that line in my notes app for later writing in this blog, but then I slept again…

In this dream, I am not going to name the woman, but she was giving me diabolical blowjobs, and they were very similar to the BJs I saw on Missa AV Japanese corn in a house not mine, and BJ happened on the bed, table, and sofa. Also, I picked her up in a stand-and-carry position many times. I can’t really describe what I just witnessed. I am so gooned that this type of videos are coming in my head and modified so well it felt too real, like toooooooooooooooo real. I am not going to describe how…

In this dream, I was in my uncle’s old house, and we were sitting on the chair and eating food. The fan was up there, spinning. As soon as I looked up, I saw it falling toward me. I quickly got away from there, but then it started spinning horizontally while the blades were getting struck by the floor. Everything was okay there. The furniture was okay, and all the people in the house were doing what they were supposed to do. So now it came toward me, and in order to protect myself, I made a…

In this dream, I was at my house, which is in a building. Then I opened the front door, got out, and went downstairs. In front of me was another house, whose gate was open, and the woman was sweeping the outside area of her house with a broom. While I was getting down, she and I made eye contact. In real life, I have seen her around. I have also seen her somewhere, but I can’t remember where. She is hella beautiful, and we have also made eye contact several times. So in the dream, I came to…

In this dream, I was playing tennis with my mother using a small table tennis racket with a charge logo on it. The whole dream took place inside the house. By the way, I was not actually playing table tennis. #life #shorts RSS About me

In this dream, I was in my house and packed some food in a plastic container. I left the house, and when I left, I was shirtless. Then I went on the road to deliver this food to my close uncle barefoot. I got there and waited for him outside his building, but he did not come, so I went inside and took the stairs to the door. I saw a family member there with my uncle. She was facing backward, but my and uncle’s eyes got locked in, and I ran down the stairs as fast as I could. Then the dream…

I can never understand what the problem is with people and me, especially the people who call me their friend. Whenever they want something, I provide it to them immediately without them having to tell me again on chat, but when it’s my turn, I have to write 2 to 3 times, and if there is more stuff coming, I have to deliberately ask them again for that stuff instead of them just sending it. Even important announcements are not sent by them. I have created many WhatsApp groups with different…

I talk to myself a lot. When I was little, my family had daily fights, and I used to imagine a lot. I used to imagine that I am a robot that has no feelings and nothing matters. I used to imagine that I have friends and I am playing baybald or cycling with them. I used to imagine I am an astronaut or a cook, a guy who fixes different stuff like cars and bikes, a soldier who died on the battlefield, one of the Power Rangers guys (the blue one), or a Marvel cartoon character, especially that Iron…

A lot of people irl who read my blog ask why I don't make use of AI in my personal blogs like I do in my dream blogs. My answer is simple: Because I want my personal blogs to have the mistakes I make. It has to feel written by me. There should not be a change of words or a change of the meaning of the sentence, although I read my dream blog and look for not having these problems, but you got the point. Mistakes are what make my personal blog personal and relatable. Edit – I write blog for my…

So it’s a very old story, but when I visited one of my girl (friend) house with some other people for just hangout, I needed to go to the washroom for pooping, and when I go inside and was locking the door, I got a weird sniff. I did not did it deliberately, it just came in my nose, so I look up and saw a brown panty with little flowers on it. Before that, I did knew what a panty is, nor I knew that there are underwear which are in V shape. So out of curiosity, I pull it from cloth hanger and…

I don’t know how to start writing this, as this is my first personal blog. Fuck. So this happened when I was a child. I don’t remember what the reason was. Either it was me getting dropped from the scooty because of disbalance and fuckery of my parents, or because of food poisoning I had because I ate that kulfi from that street vendor with that red moving stall with my father’s father, fuck that guy, I hope he is dead by now, or because I got that jaundice, or because I got some other kind of…

This dream was very long, but because the environment around me was so cozy, I forgot almost all of it after waking up. In this dream, I was in a wooden house, and the whole night I was just killing these blue glowing ants while these fuckers ate everything, and I was not able to stop them. I screamed, yelled, used curse words, used my hands and different tools, but I just could not get rid of those fuckers. I talked to people, they helped me, and then they disappeared as well. At the end,…

In this dream, I was in a room with two people: one was a kid bigger than me, and the other was an aunt. The kid was sitting on a chair, and the aunt was on the bed with a blanket on. I think it was purple, and since it was a blanket, that means it was winter season. The walls had yellow paint on them. So I asked the woman if I could call someone and if she could lend me her laptop. The woman who had the laptop looked at that kid and gave it to me, but I was just doing random stuff instead of…

In this dream, I met the girl from The Grey Door dream — the one with the saggy oval face. We were in a retail store at the end of the right aisle. I was looking for a product on the shelves while she was browsing the ones attached to the wall. Then she asked me, “Do you know which one of these oils (Kachi Ghani mustard oil) is the best?” I told her I don’t use any of these. The one I use isn’t available here — I think they have stopped its production. We talked and walked around the shop…

In this dream, a woman was sitting on a chair in front of me with a table between us. The atmosphere was quite dark, lit only by a yellow glow coming from a bulb. I turned on the recording device and asked her: “Are you here willingly?” She said, “Yes.” “Did I or anyone force you?” “No.” “Are you on drugs while we are recording?” “No.” “You acknowledge that I am going to give you drugs?” “Yes.” She said this with a smile on her face. Then I asked her why she was here. She replied that she was…

In this dream, I was at my mother’s brother’s house. His wife and daughter were there. The daughter opened the door, and a guy with glasses, a black shirt, and jeans was standing outside. He was taller than me and had a good body — not very muscular, but well-built. Some conversation happened, and she pushed him away. I came outside and pushed him as well, and he rolled on the stairs and lay there in pain. Then we both went back inside. The scene changed, and we were on the balcony. I saw him…

In this dream, I was in front of my house fridge. I opened it and started to pour milk on the top glass slab, which had a cover with flowers on it, just like in real life. That milk started to drip slowly from behind the fridge, and then it came almost to my leg from behind the vegetable basket. This whole process made me furious. In the dream, there was an anger and burn in me that’s hard to describe. The anger can be described like when you always tell someone to check if the heater is turned…

In this dream, I was in a house with three girls. I think they were sisters, and I have seen their faces before. I know that, but I do not remember their faces after waking up. So in the whole house, I was running behind them, trying to find them, and then I would create a gun shape with my hand and shoot at them, basically getting caught. I kept doing this the whole dream. In the end, I was behind a bed, and two sisters were in front of me laughing. My hand the whole time was in front of them…

In this dream, I was in the house with the girl from The Wholesome Morning Moment . She was sitting on a chair, and the environment was pretty yellow and cozy. I was in front of her, and then I went back and grabbed two lollipops. They had white sticks, and the upper circular lollipops were packaged in square plastic. The plastic was red in color and had something on it, maybe ads. Then I was giving them to her, and while she moved her hand forward to grab one of them, the dream ended. Then I…

In real life, in hot summer, the top skin of my fingers and toes starts to shed. So I use my teeth, take a part of that skin, and start removing it. Sometimes I do it too much, to the point where it starts to hurt, and I can no longer take it any further. So while the blood is coming out, I remove the skin from that area. In this dream, there was a hand, which was my hand, and there were no teeth. The background was black, and from the middle of the top part of the index finger, the skin…

In this dream, I was in a mall like area. I think it was the Bank map from Rainbow 6 Mobile, and the area was very yellowish. We were all running to random places, and our goal was to get out of that area before the doors shut. So I was running like everyone else, and I was an inch away from the door, but it got shut. There was a person with me there, so suddenly I heard something, and I got behind the wall. The guy got melted in blood from the water/acid coming from the camera at the top left…

I do not remember the whole dream, but in this dream, the people I know were near me, and we were at my mother’s brother’s house. There was this one famous girl I wanted to talk to, so while she was going somewhere, I cornered her and asked, “Would you like to click some pictures with me?” And she said, “In the morning.” But then I said, “You will leave in the morning.” Then my brother’s wife said something about both of us, and all the people started laughing, including us. Pretty wholesome…

In this dream, I entered a big haveli-type house, and everything there was very brownish. The glasses were yellowish-brown, and the stones used had a brown or facial color on them. There was a big red carpet, and above it were slices of long red cloth strings attached to the sides of that area. In the middle, all those strings were attached to a red circular thing hanging above. So I came in and started roaming around, trying to find someone to talk to. By the way, there was no roof in the…

In this dream, I was in a school bus, and the roads were pretty empty, with small kids around. I was seated there, and the bus was moving. There were random noises everywhere, like children make. We were all wearing yellow shirts with dark blue pants and an ID card as well. And suddenly, I was in the bus with another girl, and everyone disappeared except the guy who was driving. Then he left the girl at her destination, and then he reversed the bus. While reversing, he tried to go forward into…

In this dream, I was in a room, and the atmosphere of the room was yellowish-brown. Suddenly, a book came into my hand. It was brown in color, and something was written on it in golden color. When I opened the book, the pages were brown in color, and I could also smell the fragrance of the pages that usually comes from an old book. Then I opened a part of the book and saw a picture of a brown robot. Then I went to another page, and there was another robot. Then I saw another robot, and then…

In this dream, it was raining heavily. The aesthetic of that scene was brown, more specifically tree-brown, and everyone was wearing a brown jacket with blue jeans. Some also had cowboy hats on. I do not remember this part of the dream very clearly, but basically I walked up to a group of guys and talked to them. Then one of them pointed and said, “Go in the store and wait.” So I went down the stairs, got inside, and sat there. Then the guy came and asked me what I wanted. I said I wanted a…

I do not remember this dream very clearly, but in it I woke up from sleep, and it was sunny. I was in my underwear. I started going around and looking for clothes before going to bathe, but then I saw the bra and panties of women. When I looked back, I saw two blonde women naked. I think I saw this dream because I mostly see blondes in porn. Then I asked both of them to please just take their stuff, but then something happened. They said something, and then one of them came in front of me and…