I Can't Talk To People

I can’t talk to people, especially women. From the start, I have had this problem. With people whom I think are richer than me or in a better condition than me, my voice automatically goes down, and I start acting like that woman who is around a group of her boyfriends, just staying there in silence, maybe looking at the phone, but I don’t like to use the phone other than in my personal space. I don’t even like to watch pirated movies, just sitting there observing everyone. And with women, if I find the woman beautiful, I stutter talking to them, and then that one guy comes who laughs at my stutter and mimics it. It would be sooo nice if I had the power to stop time. I would just take that guy somewhere and grab his jaw’s teeth by the hands, put one of my legs on his shoulder from behind, and rip his head off. Anyways, if the girl is ugly, I usually have no problem talking to them, but if I eventually get attracted to them, then it may create a problem. And I also can’t talk with…