Falling In Love With An Illusion

Movies and TV shows and cartoons, I watched them all from a very young age. When I was a child, the real-life situations were not so good, but these stuff let me live in my imagination away from all the problems I had. These stuff made me feel different kinds of emotions and explore my own fantasy while popping, of course. So although it is very cringe to admit and feels like a psycho, I became addicted to these a lot. The only thing after this was a lot of sugar in lemonade. But this imagination never stopped. All the stuff from these media started to come in my dreams. I used to make relationships with all of these characters. I knew that they made them like this so we would like them, but like an addict, I fell for the pit hole, and then I grew and got on social media. At this point, that addiction was gone mainly because I was into these tech stuff and YouTube, and life kind of started to be normal. I saw beautiful women around me. That is another point, that women started to come…