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"the plants haven't been watered yet" my mom says to me as i enter the dining room. i just came back from sitting outside on my laptop studying a photographers website and his works. scrolling through his work projects with different actors and brands. i choose images that i like from that project and write the technical stuff and what i personally like about the image. it keeps me busy since it's summer and i'm done with uni. the plants still need watering. i place my laptop on the dining…
sliced tomato + salted egg + fried eggplant with plain white rice i could eat a whole pot of rice with only that trio canned pineapple once in awhile... maybe once a month cherries i've always liked cherries.. also learned the darker the cherry the sweeter the fruit. same goes with strawberries, the darker the red, the sweeter it is. the lighter the red the sour or flavorless it is. also recently found out that chocolate makes my acne flare up.. i was never a huge fan of chocolate anyway...…
snipped some parts of my movie review of the movie The Florida Project (2017) by Sean Baker. !! spoilers ahead context: the movie follows a 6-year-old girl named moonee and her daily life in a cheap motel near disneyland with her best friends and young single mom halley. [--] halley and moonee walk back to their place. the DCF (Department of Children and Families) and the cops were there. halley pack up moonee’s stuff in a duffle bag and she was spaced out and taking her time doing so. moonee…
i've signed up for the 30-day free trial for BFI. i still find it absurd how you subscribe to a streaming platform yet you have to pay for premium plus plus plus to access more films or music... anywho. i will be watching a lot of films and make most out of this free trial. since i'm basically done with uni i have time to get back to my hobbies. reading books and watching films. tried to get back to reading when i bought the novel repetition by vigdis hjorth. the cover was pretty and the first…
forgot i bought this kit ages ago are any of my insecurities hurting anyone else by accident? i keep everyone at a distance - physically or mentally, which means they struggle to create a closer and deeper bond with me and it hurts them. (i'm working on this, and have talked about this with my counsellor. as much as i feel safer and more secure by keeping everyone in the shore whilst i stay on my island, i need to allow people to explore the island and know me.) wildcard: what do i need to hear…
everyone and everything annoys me. im so sensitive. yet im numb. i feel crazy going through these moods. i can feel something, for a moment. for instance, happiness.. well is it even happiness if i feel empty and hallow? i was playing a game awhile ago and i was down. my character got shot so i needed rescuing. yet none of my teammates came to rescue me. immediately i felt offended and in shock that they won’t come rescue me even if i asked for help and i watched my health bar go down. i was…
i was brushing my teeth when i had the, not so surprising thought. i am not a fruit of love. i am not made from love. i am a result of societies oppression. specifically familial oppression coming from both sides of my family. at the time my mom and dad met (barely), it was seen taboo if two people had sex before marriage. even moreso, if the woman gets pregnant. so, immediately, they were made to marry each other in court. my parents were only 20 when that happened. children having children.…
it's been 2 months since my last blog post. well, even before that i haven't been consistent. i cannot match the pace i started with. not that it matters. i write when i feel like writing and post when i feel like sharing it, even to the void. hm... my right wrist aches... i will continue this another time... started: 28-05-2026 continued: 31-05-2026 my right hand hurts for another reason. well 3 reasons. first off, i played a drinking card game with friends, and one of the prompts was: play…
i'm no different than the normal joe. i just happen to know, learn, and understand about the brain and the mind and how it works in tandem with society. i'm no different really. for example, i like interacting with people. although later on when i'm alone or no longer at the function i would look back and, mostly i do not really think about the other person but, i think more about myself. how i acted. how i reacted. how i behaved. how i sounded. how i spoke. how i laughed. that's how we humans…
