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I'm tired and up too late, but this clip made me laugh so hard my body couldn't decide if I should laugh or cry.
Today was a little weird, but it was fine. My partner's work had something weird happen so they got most of the day off with me which was wonderful!. What was weird was going out together and just having annoying bad luck. Went to that restaurant I've been enjoying, but the food I got was super expensive for an unbelievably tiny portion, and the waiter took ten trillion years to give us the check so we were just sitting in the heat wanting to leave. Then we went and got coffee and my coffee was…
Work was fine today, I finished Dune (it was alright) and moved on to another Redwall book because the other two books I wanted to start were still on hold. When I got off work I got it in my head that I wanted to make a shrimp and veggie stew, so I got some veggies from the store (habanero, red bell pepper, green onion, carrot, and zucchini. Also corn from home), a beef stew packet, and a bag of teeny frozen shrimp, and tried tossing it together and letting it simmer for an hour. I've never…
Got out again today to go to the riverfront, and as expected it was pretty busy, and we couldn't enjoy it as much as a lot of the riverfront was ticketed and we didn't wanna pay for it. Didn't stop us from enjoying some chili dogs and milk shakes, and stopping by my favorite thrift shop again where they had everything at 50% off! I was able to get two cute tops and a denim skirt for like $25 bucks! I'm in looooove with that store. After walking around in the heat a bunch until we were both…
I'm sleepy, and everyone knows the best decisions made with money happen when it's very late, and you're tired, and should really be asleep. To be fair, while I shouldn't have spent the money, it isn't the most expensive thing. I went ahead and ordered myself a proxy of the Secret Lair DanDan deck because I've always wanted a DanDan deck and I keep telling myself eventually I'll get one, so today (or tonight?) is that day (or night?)! While the deck was sold with the stupid FOMO model and is…
I feel like I'm more androgynous than I give myself credit for, which makes me happy. I want to lean into it more, find more outfits that kinda toe the gender line. Something to work on, but it makes me happy.
I fell asleep for a couple hours earlier, so when I woke up, I didn't really feel like going to bed, so I decided to drive down to the waterfront and find out what the nightlife was like. I did not expect there to be a big event going on, though I should have with the holiday tomorrow. I ended up walking a lot, being a ball of nervous energy. Then I went to a little wine bar I was interested in, sat around at their rooftop bar for a while with an expensive mocktail (would it be rude to just ask…
Been pretty lay today. I did make an effort to go out and get some nice food and talk to a friend and give her a skirt that didn't fit me. I was gonna go back to that store with all the cute skirts and dresses and stuff, but with how long it took me to do laundry, shave, and eat at my favorite sandwich place, they would have been closed by the time I got there. So tomorrow, we go out and look for more cute clothes. I dunno what the plan for the rest of the night is. I was thinking about going…
Being lazy today, but feeling nice instead of guilty about it. Started feeling a little extra nice after I joked about moving into a friends household on discord, and started listing things that would make me a good roommate. It turns out that's a funny way to come up with nice things about yourself, even if it's in a mindset of being useful or unobtrusive. Like, I'm pretty decent about getting chores done, I have a job and a car, good hygiene, I wear a mask so I don't get sick, I'm good at…
Well, i got better rest last night, but damn do I not want to work. I'm gonna go, but I'd love to do anything but that. Whatever, hopefully it'll go by fast.
Called out of work for the first time today after checking I had enough sick time for it. I just didn't sleep well at all last night. I couldn't get comfortable, couldn't get the right temperature, every little sound was bothering me. By the time my alarm went off I just knew I wasn't going into work today. Just been resting. It's too hot today to really go out and do stuff, and I just don't have the energy. Tomorrow will be a better day, today is for rest.
Had such a wonderful day yesterday. Got up a teeny bit early for my partner and I to go to a local Pride event, which was mostly boring, but we got to enjoy food from our favorite food truck and try out another food truck that had pineapple lemonade and mini doughnuts! Then after that we walked around town for a bit and I found a little clothing store that had soooooo many cute dresses and skirts! The prices were soooo good too, and they were doing a 25% off sale on everything in the store, so…
Yesterday went pretty well in regards to the pride commander event I ran at the local card shop. It was myself and 2 other people, so another low turnout but it was enough to play so it was good enough! The game was fun. I went to buy packs for the other players as my 'prize support' but the shop just gave them to me for free as promos since I ran the event, which was very sweet! After that we mostly just hung around chatting, and found out one of the owners of the shop is also into fighting…
nsfw post warning but this is mostly horny in a silly way I made a custom label for my pill bottle cause I have that thermal printer. I didn't measure anything out, but it fit the bottle absolutely perfectly
Had my hrt follow up today. They took me blood! It went well, and the people there were very nice and answered all my questions and I came to the conclusion that I wanted to double my current dose! I picked it up at the store, along with a cute top I found! After running around a bunch I'm pretty eepy, gonna take it very easy today <3
I'm not much of a Tekken player. I've always thought the games looked super neat, but the biggest issue these days is they don't have anything even close to good netcode. That, plus tekken players seeming to hate the last two entries in the series, has put me off really trying it. This game however, seems very neat! Rush looks like it's fixing things that tekken players hate, while actually innovating in ways that I think look cool! Plus the fact that it's an indie fighter with rollback…
Been such a cozy weekend with my partner. It's our ten year anniversary tomorrow and while we'll be stuck in with bad weather, it's been a nice weekend regardless. Yesterday we went out and ate at a restaurant we hadn't eaten at before, a nice kinda boat bar right on the river. I love the vibes of the place, and I even treated myself to an alcoholic drink (a Peach on the Beach) which is extremely rare for me (before yesterday it had probably been years). Then we came home and watched Project…
It's been a pretty cozy day, even if I haven't done much. Mostly just laid around, though I did do dishes so I can't say I did nothing. I did end up looking at all the game demos for steam next fest and I found a handful of games I enjoyed! Ballmancy is a simple little roguelike kinda pachinko game where you fire balls at waves of approaching monsters, feels like it could use a teeny bit more sauce to put it into more interesting territory, but it's very cute! Poly Fighter is a pretty cool…
Got woken up by a tornado warning (warning = bad, watch = less bad, annoying to remember) but I think we're in the clear now. Somehow ironically we still have power, though it did flicker a few times. I'm greatful. It'll be hard getting back to sleep, but I've scrutinized the weather radar enough to maybe convince myself to calm down, it doesn't help that my partner has been hunkered down at work, though that's far away from the warning so that's good. I'll be happy when I wake up tomorrow and…
Today was pretty alright, though it isn't quite over yet. I hung out with a friend, though they had car issues which ate a lot of our time together which was unfortunate, but we at least took some time to get some food and eat at the park, which was very comfy. I brought my cube and we played a bit of pai gow magic and got completely stomped (4-0-1, the best I did was getting one draw xD). Other than that I've mostly just been cozy at home, wishing I had some yummy junk food. I'll make…
Feelin pretty alright right now. Got home from an ok day at work, reheated my birthday chinese food in the oven, and then got super cozy in ved after running the blankets through the dryer for a bit to get nice and toasty. Then I played a pokemon romhack, which was frustrating (fighting a pokemon with dry skin in the rain while it peppers your paralyzed pokemon with sand attack is very frustrating) but we got through the rough part to a pokemon center so I could call it a night from there.…
Today was a pretty alright day! I hosted a little cube event at that 'new' games store. It was only me and one other person, so we cube drafted a couple times and that was fun! I won both games, and the decks I drafted were very cool! Then the owner got in on it and we did a 3 player winston and did multiplayer, which was ok, I'm not a fan of multiplayer. Overall it was pretty alright. Then I came home and my partner had made some very yummy veggie stew and it was wonderful! Being with them…
It's my birthday so I'm allowed to make an unapologetically horny post My birthday wish is for every cutie to pet me and cum on my face :3
It's my birthday. I'll try and make it a nice day. I do still wish I could share it with my twin, maybe in another life I do. At least I know someone is thinking of my twin, even if it's just me. And I wish a happy birthday to myself past and future, so someone will think of them too. Happy birthday Jolly <3
Our bodies came up with hair and sweat to deal with cold and hot, but hair got way better pr. No one talks about sweat as an expression of identity or beauty. Sweat doesn't get tangled or yanked or in the way really, and it doesn't bother you when you're cold like hair does when it's hot. Seperate thought I've been having; Are they making new cheeses? Like, they breed new peppers and splice new fruits and find new stuff to do with chocolate and stuff. What's the newest cheese? What if it's…
It was a lazy day, I did basically nothing. Mostly just laid around and watched LRR streams, surprisingly enjoyed the Age of Sigmar stream (I've never been much of a wargame person, seems very high effort and expensive). I did talk to my partner about my birthday on Friday, cause I was very sad that they had forgotten about it. They did make up for it though, getting work off and even ordering catering platters from my favorite mall chinese place. It'll probably be a cozy day where we eat lotsa…
Today was ok. Work was a bit meh, monotonous and I'm not enjoying the book I'm listening to very much. It isn't bad just kinda ok. If anything, the beginning and end of my day were the best parts. This morning I got up early enough to make a nice breakfast sandwich with egg (with black beans mixed into it), baloney, cheese, mayo, sriracha, and mustard. It was very yummy, even though I was worried I added too many black beans, and I cut in half so I could eat half at home and the other half on…
Lately I've been quite sad, and at the center of it is the same thought. "No one cares". It comes into my often, when I'm home alone with no one to talk to, when I'm feeling lonely at work, when I'm ignored in a conversation. It's very hard not to feel invisible and unwanted lately. I almost never have conversations unless I start them. It feels extremely rare that anyone takes interest in me as a person. It feels bad. Previous
After this long busy day I somehow found the energy to play some video gamessss. I played a bit of marathon and finally had a decent run after the season reset, so that was nice. Then I was like, damn I haven't properly hit buttons in street fighter for a minute, and I ended up having a good time playing against this TigerKing player. They were beating my ass and it got to the point where we were fighting over which side of the screen we were on, because my antiairs and combos are like 90%…
Ooof I am exhausteddddd. Today was soooo busy but it was very nice. Got up early with my partner to go to a movie (Digital Circus, was good). We showed up what we thought was on time, but turns out our tickets were for 40 minutes later. So we went to a nearby coffee shop that seemed neat but they were quite slow, and didn't really impress us, not terrible but not gonna stop there again probably, their breakfast tacos were dry with no sauce! Then we enjoyed the movie, and we had a few hours to…
