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Today has mostly been crying and calling various urgent care clinics to see who can help. My health issue that was fixed my my last round of antibiotics is back, so no I have to persue the idea that it's something potentially worse. Sitting in a walk in clinic for a primary care. I'm tired and sad and the discomfort is back. I was fine until last night, where I got woken up a couple times but didn't think too much of it. This morning it was undeniable that it was back. It's hard not to feel like I'm just digging a financial hole. Every paycheck I think about how much I can spare for these medical bills that keep piling up. I feel bad cause one of the jobs I applied to called today and I didn't realize it was them, so I answered the phone crying. I'm sure that's a great first impression. I'm going to keep doing my best. I'm not out of hope, or options. Just hoping I'll truly get to stabilize one day, when this bad luck runs out. Wish me luck, I'm doing my best.