So it must be time to be loud

It's the quiet that gets to you. Ever since the announcement, I've made it my daily task to send out at least one application. At most, I've sent five in a day. This is all while juggling a business idea (pitching landing pages as a gateway to offering more web services online) and wrapping up some of my campaigns at work to help the team out, even just for a bit, while I don't have anything new and major going on yet. I've also been tapping into my warm connections: friends and old colleagues. Any strings I can pull to get back into the remote work world, I'm pulling.I know it takes time for the emails to land, for the resumes to get read, and for the spotlight to shine on who I can become for my future employer's company. But the end of the month and the creeping bills feel like Thanos getting ready to snap his fingers. I've honestly forgotten what some of the things I applied to were even about. But fear not, future self: I shall persevere with all the applications. This isn't even…