blehhh

Made an appointment at the urgent care after how bad last night was, because they said they had to see me again instead of just giving me another round of antibiotics, which I get is responsible but still. I get there, and the receptionist says that it's going to be expensive, and I was confused cause it wasn't that bad last time, but apparently they hadn't told me (they insist they did but I know they didn't) that I'll actually receive a seperate larger bill for the labs that were taken. So instead of being a relatively inexpensive like I thought, I actually dropped around $400 when I thought it was just $100. So I canceled my appointment, because I just can't afford that. I'm hoping if I just try and take care of myself it will get better. Last night was the inly night it was really bad, and it's been pretty tame today. Still. This bad luck is overwhelming. I'm doing my best, but it's crushing. I'm just so sad. I hope things turn around at some point.