I've never made a mistake

Sometimes i judge people for backing out of huge life decisions they made. Like rejecting a perfect job offer or school acceptance just because of a gut feeling. Or because of anxiety. Now i'm the one being judged. by myself. I've had so many instances of "what if i just go home now?" I mean, I'd save money, get a better job, be in a familiar environment, speak my own language. So many pros. Most importantly, the underlying anxiety that builds up every passing day would be gone. After school i caught the bus, and when i tried to get off, my card wouldn't scan. The bus driver yelled something, no clue, so i just got off, irritated. My transport card does not scan easily for some reason, and I seem to be the only student with this issue. I walked to a new cafe for lunch. On the way there, a man yelled at me in Chinese. I usually turn and respond to people addressing me on the street, out of habit, but i ignored him. He was an old man, not sure if his intentions were pure. After the…