Rant snippets, I guess

Last edited 7 minutes ago. Fair warning: unfiltered rants on depression, death, grief, parentification, and hormonal changes (perimenopause, menopause, body image). I've got so many things I want to write about and post here, so many monologues going on in my head that I want to commit to screen, and yet... I don't do it. God, I'm so sick of myself. But also like, having to exist in this economy is WILD, you guys. I'm glad I can manage updating little things like my listography, so I won't complain too much. SnippetsSo here are a few bullet points of stuff that mentally I wrote paragraphs about but that won't go through my fingers into the real world: Perimenopause, the bane of my existence. There is literally no other explanation for what is happening to me other than perimenopause. The more I research the topic, the more I listen to other ADHD women's experience with either peri- or menopause itself, the more sure I am about it. I scheduled a new gynecologist for Tuesday. Never even…