I GOT A JOB OFFER!

Some exciting news. :) Yesterday, before leaving for the record store, I got offered the restaurant job! We're still negotiating the salary, but it's such a huge relief to know that I passed the trial. All those tears shed, for nothing! Well, not for nothing. My reaction showed me that I'm still extremely sensitive in that area of my life. And while I'm excited, I know that this is only the beginning. I'll have to face one of my biggest insecurities a lot more frequently now. Because I'm worried for myself both mentally and physically, I've decided to start at 2 days per week for the first month, then slowly build up my hours. While I was fine working on my feet for 3 hours, I might feel differently after 8 hours. I will primarily be working on weekends too, so it will most likely be two days in a row. And because I'm so sensitive, starting immediately at 4 days a week will be incredibly overwhelming and I don't want to burn out. I want to give this job (and myself!) a chance. While I…