landed in taiwan and already want to go home

I never, (and i mean NEVR) infantilize myself. it's so cheesy. But right now I feel like i need to talk to a trusted adult. I've landed in Taiwan. Everything went smoothly up until getting into the very hotel i'm typing this from. It's so shit it shouldn't be in business. mold I understand budget accommodations. I've stayed in love hotels before. I stayed in a leaky cheap hotel in Bangkok. But none of them had a dirty carpet and visible roaches. Or had the only lock being a sliding chain. The only clean place is the bathroom, because you can see every corner. I was actually okay with this place till I saw the roach. That was my breaking point. I've been traveling nonstop for 20 hours, first time solo. I thought I did everything right. My mom was proud of me. But I fucked up by booking the only hotel near my school. There are even cheaper, nicer ones in the city center, but I wanted to be able to walk to the school from my temporary accommodation. $600USD for two weeks. Love hotel…