whyyyyy

Got a call about my car. Over $500 to replace a fan and do an oil change. I fucking hate cars. I get to go from not having any, to not having any money again. I need to find a bearable full time job, this isn't sustainable. Every time I think I can claw back a bit of stability my car freaks out and I'm back to watching my bank account like a hawk. Garbage way to start the morning.