A.N. | Eclipses

There's this eclipse happening today, and later this month, another one that, according to what I've read, will be visible in Brazil. In other times, maybe in another life, I would've been excited to watch the phenomena. Idk when it stopped being interesting to me. When did I lose the whimsy for eclipses? I can't remember it, honestly. I remember being a teen with my dad and sister watching eclipses together tho. I remember doing it in school, too. I don't remember when I stopped caring. When I think on it, I just feel like I'm too tired to worry about it... I guess that's just adulthood with a twinge of dysthymia for ya.