Two months gone

Hello again! It's funny how after one week of attempting the 30-day writing challenge I just stopped posting at all. I really hated writing the same "I don't have anything to write today" everyday. And after that I just kinda left writing aside. Still unemployed, and honestly just lost. I don't know what to do with my life. I still have money to survive for some months, but I'm completely lost carreer-wise. Since November last year I just haven't programmed much and lost the "passion" I had for it. I'm not sure if it was AI, but it probably was. I hate so much to search anything programming wise and only see AI related shit. It's so annoying. I'm in a weird spot in programming, where I feel like I'm shit and know nothing, but at the same time when I look at projects or ideas they feel too simple, like it wouldn't be a challenge. It's controversial and confusing, I dunno. It's also bothering me while applying to jobs, I just feel like I'm not good enough and when I see 3000 other…