end of an era / its good to be home

today, at long last, i deleted my tumblr (and the email that at this point was only associated with it and has long since been relegated to spam). i logged into it on my phone this morning, just to do some nostalgia fueled scrolling on the platform that originally was very inspiring and just generally felt good. i found immediately that i didn't resonate with it anymore at all. it wasn't the same tumblr that existed when i was in my late teens, early 20s, circa 2009-2014, and i realized that it was silly to hold on to my old blogs. i also realized how much i have come to love bear, and that i have been able to fill that hole that tumblr used to inhabit with my time spent on this digital space. i haven't been so active on the internet in the past month anyways, which i'm not upset about. life has been great, and in so many ways i feel renewed, but i am still in a transition. i'm living with my family right now, and have a beautiful home lined up in september, and i think that is part…