emotional kinda day

Today has been ok. Work was kinda bleh, but at least it went by fast. But I was so emotional today, I kept crying because I was sad about things in my books, even the book that I finished that I didn't like. Just a lot of 'what if things had been different' thoughts, especially regarding my family. But work eventually passed, and now I'm home. I got a nice shower, and the dev for Rush is streaming so I played some more. The dev is very nice, he's been giving me lots of complements for my play, which feels nice for having never really played a 2d fighter. Now I'm just relaxing after some veggie ramen, enjoying some tea while I watch the rest of the stream. I think I'm just physically and emotionally tired right now. Need a good hug.