📝 Blog Post: week reflection 001 - wk 29 - yr 2026

Weekly notes? Weekly reflections? Weekly notes usurp my mental space. An inability to articulate blog-posts have me ponder a way to break from hesitating behavior. My drafts grow, my confidence diminishes. Mental space overtaken by life itself. As I am unable to sit with the thoughts I wrote. Most would think of editing for a blog a waste of time — just post it! — you say; — who cares! — you think. But don’t err, it is how I analyze my thinking. First let it out, spread out scribbles on large pages, unordained, nonsensical. Then comes introspection, something innate of me. Something I am unable to do these days. As I type this, for example, every 5 words is interrupted by a “MAMA!!!”. No foundation for analysis of the self. Evenings could do. By then mental energies are exhausted, which is why I only read. Thirty or so pages, ready to go. One last deep comfortable sight, and off to dreamland. That is how exhausted I often am. Thus a reason for weekly notes or lack thereof. No…