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Talked to **** about different types of friendships and emotional baggage and obsession and gossip and bullying and we both shared anecdotes re: bullying before concluding that neither of us knew how to talk to people back then/acknowledged our part of The Problem but I'm angry and resentful thinking about it now because,,, 1.) are bullies introspective are they having these conversations with their bully friends 2.) could I be a bully in denial? I think there should be bully support groups, and I mean for bullies, meetings that teach them how to be vulnerable with likeminded mean-spirited people. I'm half awake rn I meant to watch Wild at Heart but I watched YouTube instead and purchased 2 more Tarot decks oooh I just got my minutiae alert and I'm happy I was able to snap a photo tonight, I was matched with someone in India and they took a photo of their ceiling light and I took one of my My Melody purse. This post is automatic writing sorry I'm not going to reread it I love you and…