Gave up, it's good enough

Gave up on something today!! Finally. I spent about 14 days or so on it, which is actually less than I thought but probably still too long for what this was. At least now I've learned a bit of Blender (but I haven't gone through the 4-hour donut tutorial, and I don't think I will for now. Next time I want to model something in Blender I'll warm up with that). I think if anyone actually saw what I modeled they would 100% say that it was not worth 14 days of work, even if that work included learning a new program and hitting my head against the restrictions of Nomad Sculpt. My urge for smooth sides is just too much and I have to sit with the discomfort of angularity if it gets the job done. I'm not releasing this for anything so... I have a really hard time gauging when to give something up, even when I know that I should. I have a hard time rating things in terms of importance sometimes?? I think it's because I just think of all the frustration future me will experience for not having…