everyone and everything annoys me. im so sensitive. yet im numb. i feel crazy going through these moods. i can feel something, for a moment. for instance, happiness.. well is it even happiness if i feel empty and hallow? i was playing a game awhile ago and i was down. my character got shot so i needed rescuing. yet none of my teammates came to rescue me. immediately i felt offended and in shock that they won’t come rescue me even if i asked for help and i watched my health bar go down. i was about to give up when they activated a mini game to beat the boss. i couldn’t wait to leave the mini game and separate from them. the whole game i avoided them and seems like they didn’t want me following them too as they shot my car when i drove past them. sigh.. i know there are a lot of people like that in games and nothing to take personally. it’s just a game. same goes with social media. it’s just social media. it’s separate and different from real life. the same happened again in my second…
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