a little update

well, i had a third interview for this other job, the one up in boston, near my family. it went well, except now, after learning more about this role and how its different than my current role, i keep having this nagging feeling that i shouldn't want it, that i should stay where i am and just get a room mate. the more i thought about it, the more that felt like what i should do. moving is such a chore, and so expensive, and i've finally settled in here a little bit and have made some really wonderful friends, both at my current job and outside of work. i have finally reached a point in my current job where i feel like i'm seen, and people appreciate me and all i do, and i want to find a way to continue growing with them. i like the people here too much, and that's really the kicker for me. i still feel pretty good about how the interview process went, and i still feel like they probably do want me for it, but i can't get this feeling out of my head. i know this isn't what i want to do…