An attempt

I want to try to write everyday for this month, still feeling uninspired and without ideas of what to write, so it's gonna be a challenge for sure. I've had random urges to just delete everything, I don't know why that happens when I'm not being able to write, I think it's my brain afraid of failure? So it enters this all or nothing mode, where I either write something or delete everything. Most times I had that thought though, it just didn't make sense. Even if I don't have anything to write or become tired of writing, that doesn't take away the "value" of my blog and it's existing posts. I don't want to take a time off either, when I don't write for a long time I feel kinda "bad", like disappointed in myself, but I don't want this to feel like a chore, like I'm forcing myself to do it. I don't know, I feel like I'm repeating myself, my last posts all sound the same. Who cares anyway. This is an attempt.