Uncertainty and inaction

I wanted to post something these last 4 days. The writer inside my brain was pulling my ear, telling me to write anything, short or not, just write. I even opened up my editor, came up with a few ideas, but the words did not came as they naturally do. I also tried continuing some drafts but I was really stuck for some reason. I ended up not writing anything, and it felt bad not being able to do something I enjoy, like when you're really eager for a specific food but the place that sells it is closed, you feel me? It's been a bit annoying fighting my brain over this uncertainty or inaction in a few things. When I'm not home, I'm often listening to my playlist and most times when a metal song plays I get an ultra-boost of inspiration to play the guitar. But when I'm home and I can actually play it my brain rejects the idea like it's a chore. When I push through that mental barrier and start playing, it's so much fun and I wonder why I struggled at all. It's been similar with drawing, I…