Living in your own head

Last edited 0 minutes ago. Living as little as possibleHello. Yes, I am, in fact, still alive. Haven't had the energy to do much, though. I think I've mentioned this in previous posts but—been living as little as possible lately. Which, in turn, means I've been living inside my own head a lot. I'm realizing now that I used to be like this in high school and throughout college. I'm doing stuff I haven't done since then—namely writing/reading fanfic; having constant bursts of maladaptive daydreaming (this habit that totally disappeared after college!); listening to music that doesn't relate to me, but to those made-up worlds; inability to communicate feelings and a general unwillingness/energy to talk to people around me. The maladaptive daydreams replace my need for social interaction almost fully. Objectively, it sucks. In practice, it feels extremely comfortable and comforting. Apparently this has also encompassed this blog. Every night (and I mean every night) when I lay down to…