Dear Amends, I know that I have to meet you halfway, or all the way, if I am going to be true to this.I have to go all the way now, even if no one accepts me (or this) and even if I remain unforgiven, I still have to bend at the knee and be humble.I have to do this for no other reason than to rid myself from the past and my past aggressions, intrusions and invasions can no longer have power over me.Let the blackmailers have their day in court.Yes. I am guilty.I painted the door black.I signed on the dotted line and therefore, I have to pay for what I agreed to. I fulfilled the negative contracts that designed to defy the world around me with hopes that I could be selfish and satisfied.I write these truths to be self-evident and although I am here to hold myself in a better esteem and walk amongst the promised ones, I acknowledge that I have walked with the damned. I have done things that are unforgivable and unacceptable.I have fallen alongside the demons and enjoyed their sorcery.And…
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