zero motivation

I have ideas of things I want to do; pixel art, voxel art, poetry, short-stories, fiction stories to name a few. Yet when it comes to committing, I have zero motivation to do it. Even when it comes to the blogging, I find myself having to force something onto the screen and while I appreciate that some people will say 'you don't need to do that, take a break'. I am wanting to see if the way out is through. I certainly feel a lot more lost than ever around my career and where I want to go, but I seem to be hesitant to start something as a hobby or distraction now. It's almost like anything that isn't helping in my goal to get a new career (or get away from a career entirely) is not worth doing and I'm aware how ridiculous a take that is and yet I can't seem to get myself away from it. Frustrating doesn't begin to cover it. Enjoy this? You can get the feed or you can email me directly.