A Letter To Self

Dear Angels Above The sunrise was something different this morning. Amazing, I say.This was beautiful, of course, which is not unlike you. But the sunrise today was different, just the same.Maybe this was a message for me. Or maybe this was an offering of some kind. Or maybe this was a symbol or a sign that signified a change is on the way.At least, God, I hope so.The weight gets too heavy now and my bones cannot always take the load or carry the weight.I was told every day is a new beginning.I was told this a long time ago but my mind was caught in the cobwebs of my old familiar patterns, which kept me stuck in the past and otherwise locked in a process known as “more of the same.” All of my weary dreams changed this morning. They all went distant after I noticed the first light in the sky, which was peaceful to me.I have not slept much. . .I am tired, of course. I am exhausted, to tell you the truth.But this is life when the lack of sleep and confusion take turns throughout the…