life is heavy, but so are my blessings.

I've been unwell. And it's scary. I've been doing so much for so long, and my body has finally said enough. I'm confident that I'll get better soon, but this will be a prolonged healing process for sure. I've been really mean to myself as well. I expected to be this girl boss after graduation since time is more plentiful, but instead I've been sleeping when I'm not supposed to be, and being awake when I'm supposed to be asleep. Everything hurts. My brain is foggy and feels like mush. I feel like I've regressed. But I know that is not true. Because I'M SICK! At the same time, this is such a great energy to be around. I'm with my family, and exceeding my daily requirement of hugs. My Love visited us to celebrate my graduation, and we've been all lovey-dovey since then. My friends are graduating!!! It's so good to see them beam with pride as they talk about their journey. I'm getting back in contact with people who actually want to talk to me. Being where I am is very lonely, so I'm…