this keeps happening while i drive

I've been trying to drive for two years and I haven't been making a lot of progress. In fact, I've been getting worse this year. The first time, I got tunnel vision and nearly crashed into a truck while turning into a parking lot. All I saw was the slick black hood. It didn't register as a moving object to me. The second time, there was no tunnel vision. Suddenly, nothing in front of me made sense: It's all lines and signs. There's a chance I may die or hurt myself or hurt someone else. I'm melting into the car. My muscle memory was trying to kick in, but I was doing everything wrong: turning in the wrong lane, turning my indicator in the wrong direction (I guess I really wanted to drive). I couldn't even move my eyes to the left or right, but after being screamed at I was able to pull over and drive home.

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