sign of life and random brainstorming maybe

Hello, I am still here. I am doing pretty well, tho. I do have ideas on what to write about, but I have just not gotten to it. Here's what's been going on through my head recently: Visiting my hometown in my home country, feeling like I own the streets, coming back to Germany, feeling the same and then feeling weird about it. I believe that, subconsciously, I'm still trying to be the good well-behaved assimilated person in order to prove that I have a right to be here or something. I know it's silly. Some German "mindset" I want to adopt. Germans strike me as super laid back people sometimes that kind of "accept their fate" and deal with it instead of complaining and speculating about it endlessly first. One extreme example I can think of is this guy who found out he has testicular cancer. He said that if the doctors had checked for it even the third time he went to the doctor, maybe he would be in a better position now. I am sure he was not indifferent when he found out he had cancer…

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