How to Be Single #2: Shoutout to Yuval

Guys. I think my emotions are finally here, and I don't like it. Take them away. On a different note I had quite a lousy day. I went to the gym, was hyper aware of all women in it and questioning to what extent we get sexualised. I thought breaking up would improve those kinds of thoughts but it has just made me more scared of other people and how they view the world. In my relationship, not all the time, but a lot of the time I felt happy in my bubble of viewing people as human, and feeling beautiful and not like people lusted after me or others. Self-assured is what I can call it to some extent. That was quite difficult. I have become more aware of my body and my insecurities with it. And just feel more insecure about my appearance over all. I can deal with that though (I think). An amazing stranger emailed me today (shoutout Yuval) and gave me the advice to delete the dating apps, and so I did. I feel a lot calmer about that now thankfully as well. Break-ups just hurt, and they…

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