You were unfair to me

I realised today that you were unfair to me. I decided to not take this relationship "light and breezy". I decided to take a chance and focus my efforts on the relationship, wanting to genuinely give it a shot and see where it could lead to. I am beginning to think that you never really wanted that in the beginning. You just wanted to say you had a girlfriend. I was just that, a fun thing to have next to you. Maybe not in the end, I think eventually you began to see our relationship as a serious thing, but before that you did not. I translated a transcript of a video you left on your camera that I had. Normally I wouldn't. but I wanted to feel mad I suppose, see what you said about me privately when you can actually be honest and not scared of telling the truth. I wish you would have told me the truth about everything. The unfair thing in particular is the realisation that despite me not giving you a reason to doubt our relationship, you were still unsure. You never chose the…