Update

Today I wanted to have a nice time at a science fiction convention. Instead I got harassed because of my accent, one of the times I tried to flee and then ran into a glass door, yelled at for "filming people" but I was actually just eating a baguette (she felt dumb when she realized), people shoving me, not making way to pass and generally generally being unpleasant. I regret leaving my apartment. I honestly don't know how I'm going to keep on living in this world. I can't take it anymore.