finding my way

Lately in this little adventure of one, I’ve felt curious I guess about things back in California. It has seemed so long yet really only 4 years and some months that I was back. I left in 2022 after 3 days and following a year in Mexico. To tell the truth I almost just stayed. I loved Mexico but really it was Merida. There was just something about the city and the Yucatán and just the whole thing. I would have likely been able to go do a visa run and come back for another six months. Or maybe I would have gone to La Paz. I liked it there too. I enjoyed puerto Vallarta but I don’t think I’d go back. Other points south had called me too. I was tempted to just go for a year and do a few places like Panama, Costa Rica and Belize. With no real plan. No sense of “next”. I don’t like the next questions. At some point I felt I was done. I wanted Southeast Asia again. It was not Cambodia specifically. If you have read here you know likely it was another country I pined for. I was addicted to…