checking out of toxic online game

there was a storm this weekend and i spent the entire weekend indoors. regrettably i rotted and did not enjoy myself at all. i was on habbo (hotel). you may or may not recognise the name of the game. it’s not exactly a game as such, more of a location and expanded upon chat room from the 00s made with love in finland. i played a lot when i was younger but returned earlier this year after a nine year absence. it killed a lot of time while i was bored in the early stages of debt repayment. i’ve met some lovely people but i’m finding myself emotionally drained by other people that i’ve met. a lot of 30+ year olds that have nothing else to do other than be miserable and bring people down. i made a couple of friends that have both not ended well. after the first friendship broke down i learned all about my attachment anxiety and how i built up people to higher standards and relied on them emotionally (and have regrettably done a few times in the past). the second one was most recent and…