revisiting afterhour adjustments

a few days ago i re-read my comic for the first time since i initially shared it online late last year... i avoided it until now on purpose because i couldn't help but cringe whenever i looked at it. idk, something about sharing something so freaky yet so deeply personal with so many people made me worry so much about how others saw it, how others perceived me because of it, and every time i looked at it it brought those thoughts and feelings to the forefront of my mind. i swear this is a positive blog post please just stick with me jdhfg anyway, recently i went to read it again, and those thoughts surfaced again - but this time i decided that that was dumb actually and made myself stare at the cover page until my brain realised that we were doing this and that it couldn't stop me this time. which. worked, surprisingly enough, the thoughts mostly shut up. i still cringed a little as i was reading it, mostly because oeugh there's so many little things i'd do differently now. but! i…