weeknotes #69

last updated 6 minutes ago nice! we made it! comedy number of weeknotes par excellence. it's so dark in the evenings, i don't like it. the clocks going back is always incredibly disorienting, today two became one and it was confusing as ever, and i'm still writing this late lol. read and enjoyed an article and self-belief, skateboarding and magic the gathering today, i may have mostly ignored the MTG bits but good to be reminded about audacity. been thinking a lot about being "delusional"/believing you can, despite evidence and circumstances being directly contrary to whatever it is you want often! i think a lot about it because of getting into the tech industry when i did was a stroke of good luck in a lot of ways, it was easier than a lot of other industries, various other circumstantial factors, BUT i was also not very mentally well and it was a leap of faith to trust that it would work out, at the same time. i will never be a mind over matter girly but mind and matter do have to…