Saturday meanings

This morning was the usual thing. I like catching up with some of the YouTube creators. Most of them here in Cambodia are an easy miss. It’s never the day to day life things I dislike with them although I question how and why. It’s more their mantra. Their message each day. Been following this woman expat from the UK with her voyage back here. She worked here before I guess. It’s interesting how people feel things should go here. And they never do. Nothing ever goes the way it’s meant here. Or believed. A lot of it living here is learning to live next to it and not feel one has to succumb. No one expects it here. I think Khmer people just expect us to be different and maybe they enjoy it. She is on a mission though to invent again. To find a life here that is a step away from what she had. I think I get it. I left almost 5 years ago this time. When I saw the steps in California for only 3 days I knew. We like to think we can hold on to things there. Like relationships and families and…