2026-10-23 - slow days

so this is a little sad, but joining my partner on a slow day yesterday sucked for me, even though they had the perfect time, exactly what they needed. we had few "together" activities, i didn't have to join them, i could have done whatever i wanted, but i fell into the story of it being a luxurious treat i wanted to partake in. alas... i did plenty of things i liked, including a very interesting guided meditation combined with tarot reading, so i got to dabble in my special interest. cooked a nice lunch from scratch. but most of the day was repetitive in switching between familiar nice activities. i didn't even think to run the laundry in the background or anything like that. it was raining all morning so i didn't go outside. and since it was a "mini holiday" sort of day i thought i'd see how much of tumblr i have to catch up with before actually reaching the official weekend tumblr time-slots. for sure it had something to do with getting up late. i know that my brain is at its most…