haze, nicotine, and updates

The haze has been bad in where I'm at and it brings back when I could see the haze inside the office lobby of the company. Which brings to mind the barista who added hazelnut syrup into my latte instead of vanilla. Back when I worked for the FMCG place. I remember being so lost. Uncertain if I will ever find a job that I didn't find utterly horrid. Keeping in mind that I have only been doing "beginner" jobs like administrative, reception, and customer service. Never in my imagination had I thought I would be working in advertising like Don Draper, though we both know the industry now bears almost no resemblance to those days. Well, except the drinking and the chain smoking. Have been nicotine free since Christmas last year and I am very proud of it. It feels like I never ever smoked in my life. And that any of life's biggest ups and downs has to be endured or survived without need for nicotine. I am 47 out of 52 books done in this year's reading challenge. Many thanks to the One Sec…