life lately, oct 2026

Title stolen from jedda's series. I like her description of it - not quite week notes, more intermittent, but still a little bit of structure. Not too many links or photos or things that add friction to the act of posting. Who knows if there will even be a second post of this. I'm not officially making this a Thing or anything. I just wanted to dump about how I've been doing recently. September was long and short. It feels like it's been eons since Blaugust ended, and yet I also feel like the month flew by. I meant to write a post about my two year blog-iversary on September 16th, but that one's still sitting in the drafts. Writing blog posts has been hard. I mean, everything's been hard. I've been going through a really rough time lately. Too many life changes, too many what-ifs, too many decisions to make or not make. It's been almost 2 months since I got some news that things are changing at work and it's just been bad. I'm tired. I'm more depressed than I really realized, that for…