Poem Dazai

All for naught, All for naught, "PLEASE GET DISTRACTED", I thought. This mind is a prison, It's a reactor with fission. After all I have dealt, I fear this reactor would melt. These aren't the cards I played, This wasn't how the game was laid. All was good, there seemed no bind, What were you unable to find!? Was there something wrong when I tried? Or did you wake up on the wrong side? Hopes were so high, I looked down at my feet, And there was the sky. Huh, what is this? rain? When did I start to cry? Shit happens, stay strong, You weren't in the wrong! But...that was the strongest I fought, And now I know, it was ALL FOR NAUGHT