17th day of the deployment.

Hey, Bear. Tired. Everyone is. Everyone also gets annoyed fast and easy because of tiniest reasons. The one who is the first time and was told it will be 15 days. The second one is experienced, we were together almost all deployments this year, is sleeping for 14 hours and wakes up grumpy. I almost don't code this deployment. The developer in me fading away. Feels like I have no future anymore, it just was taken from me. We have the UAV battalion in the brigade, I spoke with the tech sergeant of it and he said that they have lots of different tech projects and they would like to have me. But our Battalion commander never let's anyone out. 99.9% they won't let me go. This system sucks. I might have to transfer through desertion. I keep dreaming of peaceful life somewhere not too much distant. With you. That keeps me sane. I hope you exist though.