the reveal (warning: not ai)

I have a problem. I want to be better than everyone but also be humbler than everyone. It’s quite the paradox. I have another problem. I want to be able to tolerate discomfort but I actively seek comfort… that’s not correct. I actively seek distraction and/or avoidance. ——- I wrote the above then posted a blog I drafted last week. It had/has some more revealing info about my financial situation and background, and thoughts on race and class and stuff that I find very interesting but hard to talk about. I took some stuff out but kept most stuff in. The language is a bit… coarse? Blunt? Yeah, something like that. I was feeling flippant at the time. Anyways, I posted it. ——— I also posted two things with ai involved. I’ve got the picture that ai posts are not really welcome but I warned the reader and I think the post was interesting. I used the download blog feature that bear has. It allows you to download your entire blog in .csv or .md files. I have been using an ai agent harness call…