Everything Fell Where They May

Act 2: Scene 1 A new phase of life. October 1989 . . .Late autumn, just before winter takes place.Enter my time in the Upstate, New York mountainsEnter my moments of subtle awareness that became too painful and obvious to avoid.Enter my moments of truth and enter the awakening that I had lived, believed, and that I surrendered and subscribed to a series of lies, deceptions, and internal dishhonesties.Enter all of this Enter my time which was elsewhere, aside from where I deserved to be, which was locked away and sitting in a cage and suffering my incarceration like any other convict. However, and instead, I took a deal. I took a shot and so, I assumed that I made a score and pulled a trick. Or better, I made a deal and willingly went into treatment instead one one year, plus 90 days in prison.I took this deal, not because I believed this was better and nor had I decided to subscribe to a life without drugs or the drug-life culture. No . . .I took the deal to beat jail.But I had more…