Memory Card Full, Please Delete Blocks to Make Space – Memory Card #83

👋🏻 It's time to call it. I'm calling it. Memory Card is done, or in the interest of sticking with the theme, the memory card is "full." No more data to save and I won't wipe old "saves." It is time to put a close on this chapter and move along. Despite being the obvious and right thing to do, my heart is heavy. When I fell out of the rhythm of making video essays, I fell out of the rhythm of writing this newsletter. While not uploading to YouTube is easy, not writing this newsletter was proving much more difficult. What began as an effort to shine a light on the creative process became a dark cloud that loomed over me. The drops of guilt that poured down on my mind, while unfounded and unnecessary, still soaked me to the creative bone. No matter what project's shelter I hid under, the cold of neglecting this letter bit. I don't enjoy feeling like this. At all. I share too soon. I think when I share, a part of my ADHD-addled brain says "Cool! That's done! No need to do more. Let's find…