Where did all this time come from?

its a very interesting position to be in. to be temporarily alone yet content with a humble life if it means getting to spend it with my favourite people. to no longer have a drive to do projects to add to a portfolio while im still in school because i cant get a job doing what i enjoy doing. To pass nights with the simple stimulation of some music made before i was born as a clock ticks past. To have the quantity of time that there is no rush to work on the things i make for the sake of making, to decide that ill go to the hardware store tomorow instead of walking down the street now because i dont feel like walking 2km even tho they are still open for another hour. I genuinly have nothing better to do right now.