Weeknote 39 2026

A super hopeful and super depressing week in the same. I seriously don't know what to do next because I was planning something major for my life and worked REALLY REALLY hard for it, but LUCK, LUCK, WHAT THE FUCK, why couldn't you on my side this time!? After I had ruled out all the possibilities of the failure, had put in the hours, had made sure I would not trip on even the most minute details, why did it have to be my bad luck which tripped me over at the end. I need to figure out what step to take next, its confusion all the way down. Life College friends On Sunday morning, I met couple of my college friends. We went to Cubbon Park for a refreshing morning stroll. Amidst the stroll we talked about a lot of instances from our college days, some I knew about, some I didn't, some I wish I knew earlier about and some I wish I would have never know 😂. It's always fun to catch up with these dumbos :P. I also learnt one of them is now employed by SpaceX working on LLM inference!!??…