please take me slightly less seriously

weather: ☀️ summer is back and i hate all the sweat-laundry it makes me do critters: HUGE swallowtail my biggest problem in life, like besides the ongoing polycrisis, is my resting bitch face. also resting bitch voice, and, somehow, resting bitch text. i think these are leftovers from a period of extreme intensity in my youth before transitioning from buttercup to bubbles (raven to starfire, veronica to betty, haruka to minako...) this is all a pain in the ass because i'm actually very silly. whimsical, as they say i am not a believer in astrology--a lot of my birth chart is not even in the ballpark of correct, so how correct can the rest be--but i appreciate how easy it is to use a few aspects, no pun intended, to explain myself to somebody in the hobby. astrologically speaking, the problem here is that my scorpio rising (intense surface affect) obscures my inner nature (🤡) at least my supervisors know i'm silly. maybe i should just use more emoticons ( ⓛ ω ⓛ *)